ahmad safri shamsuddin.. who the hell am I? seriously.. i'm still trying to find out who i really am. haha. its funny when someone ask you to write about yourself and you dont know what to say. haha. if i were to describe myself., i would say i'm a complicated person. entah laa.. susah la nak explain. anyways, i was born into a life that i am very bersyukur off... my parents dua dua dah tak kerja.. my brother is working in KL. he's living in kl happily while i am in Seri Iskandar studying architecture. claim to be the dream job? Really ahmad safrie? hahahaha. thats what i claim to be. claim to say. seriously.. well deep down inside i do. haha. how far would i go? i'm still yet to find out. honestly, living and studying architecture has been one of my thoughest experience ive been through so far.. i have doubts but masih ada semangat to go through. tapi kadang kadang i hit my lowest point and tak tahu nak buat apa... i tend to do one of the most stupidest thing on earth. i was against smoking and now slowly i'm getting addicted. i guesss. i refuse to believe, well before this, that smoking releases stress..but now, i take it once in awhile to take my mind off things.. entah laa.. i'm always cautious of things that i do. and sometimes i feel like i need to let loose. i get worried easily and overthink things. makan diri aku di buatnya. kadang-kadang aku rasa hidup ni tak adil. banyak soalan yang bermain di fikiran.. for believing in hope, i pray everyday to allah, for the best in life. tak cukupp laa 5 waktu.tryingXD sedihnya diri aku bila tgk balik diri sendiri..lol.. the only thing i yearn in life is happiness and happiness of my parents. i hope to be blessed and be on the right path.
wasalam ;)
I miss my room! haha
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